Tuesday, December 21, 2004

lost in the land of lonly

last night me and jomama were up till 4 30 talkin to bryce and his frnd aaron on line, and it kinda hit me how much i still miss taylor. I know i say that im totally over him, but theres still a very large part of me thats in love with him, and i know that sounds all mushy gushy and shit but its how i feel right now. Im really not likin the bein single thing, but i dont wanna go out with some random jackass thatll treat me like a hoe, or some guy im never gonna c cuz he lives a billion miles away.
the best xmas present i could get right now would be a guy who truly loves and cares for me, and doesnt just think of me as his "eye candy" or what evr, but apparently theres no one out there for me, all my friends have bf's and it just makes me feel really unloved. Maybe im just bein stupid, but i really want a bf. well ttfn

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Ok first off u r bein stupid you don't need a bf to be loved. second U said it yourself Taylor was bein a jackass and I know u get mad at me when I say this but GET OVER IT YOU CAN DO WAY BETTER EVEN IF IT TAKES A WHILE. Sry that was makin me mad. LYL. Come on pancakes u know u can do better.

Britt