Ever wonder???

Have you ever felt like someones just constantally playin games with you, telling you somethings one way or another, and u beliving it. Have you ever wondered if your friends arent really your friends, if they only hang out with you so when your gone, they can laugh at how stupid you are. Ever felt like the ones who say they love you dont really love you at all, they only say they do, to see if you acctually belive it. Ever wonder if your whole reality is a facade, and youve been played your whole life. Ever feel as if nothing is as it seems

i have