well, i stayed home from school today, and acctually got to sleep in, that was nice, but then my phone woke me up, damn tecnology. I really needed a break from school, im so sick of the teachers and kids there, if it werent for my friends i would be such a mess. I love them so much they are the only ones who understand the real me, everyone else just sees what they want to, they all see me as this georgeous 13 year old, who has everything, friends, good grades, a great life, huh, great life my ass. I have had to go through so much more then anyone knows, and not that im searchin for selfpity or anything here but i mean come on, dont try to tell me that i dont know what "it" feels like, cuz you dont know the first frikin thing about my life. I get so many people tellin me that i dont know what it feels like to lose some one, and that i have everything and im so lucky. NOT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO LOSE SOMEONE??? ya right, where should i start, well weve got maria (i lost her) o and weve got allie(lost her too) and weve got andrea (deffinatly lost her) o and lets not forget taylor, the love of my life and one of my best friends (pretty sure i lost him too) so screw all those stupidass people at school who think they know me, cuz omfg you dont! and im so sick of bein told how i should live my life. Ive been writin alot of poetry lately, mostly about taylor,. but about other stuff too, i was planning on posting some, but i dont exactaly have time right now, so ill try to post lata, love lots,
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