another day, another blog

well, i had a dance show today and thats about it, fun stuff. However as i was going through my school work i came across a few poems i wrote a a couple weeks back, when i was having one of those days:

they tell me itll get better
but these days just seem to get worse
i hide behimd myself
waiting for a glimpse of hope
a sign of better days to come
but i see no light
it seems like nothings ever gonna change
like im always gonna be lost
waiting for something
or someone
to save me from this nightmare
i call my life

today is one of those days
when nothing seems alright
when i just wanna close my eyes
and pray for the pain to go away
but it never seems to
and i just hurt a little more
till the pain becomes unbareable
and i just cant take it
sometimes i just want to disappear
there seems no reason for me to stay
i just want to go
end the hurt
but i hold on
only for you
because i dont want you to hurt
like i do
dont want you to go through
all that i have
i hold on
because i love you

i see a young girl
she seems frightened
afraid of the world and what it has become
afraid of her own reality
she hides behind a smile
in an attempt to fool herself and all others
but one glance into her eyes tells otherwise
she looks lost
like she doesnt know where she belongs
her tear stained cheeks are saddened
they tell me that shes been through too much
she is only a child
why should she feel this way
she says everythings ok
but i can see thats not the truth
she is lonly, feels as though she is not loved
not accepted
her peers push her away
they do not want her
her parents simply dont notice her
all her joy has been washed away
and replaced by pain and suffering
few people understand her
they think that she is worthless
she cries herself to sleepwishing it would all dissapear
and all her problems would be solved
one look into her eyes
and i realize
i know this girl
shes me


wow, gotta love days like that, lol, o well we all have em, coment on the poems, id like to hear wut you think, loves