lifes a blur

some days are good, some bad, it really all depends. i think im getting used to the being depressed thing, as bad as that sounds its true. today i went to the mall with merissa brittany and katlyn. i was pretty happy (if happys what you could consider taht) i think i might have said 50 words while we were there. im really quiet these days, much more than i normally am at least. i really dont want to have to feel this way, but im tryin to look on the bright side, its eventually gotta get better. the only time i really seem to forget about how hard things are is when im reading. i seem to be doing alot of that latly. i guess lifes jsut kinda become a blur for me, one thing after the next, not sure where one day stops and the next begins. im writin alot latly too. i think im gonna start a novel, no joke. not sure waht its gonn abe about though, my life maybe. i dunno, but i should go, much love