hate it

gosh, i dont know, i wish it was as easy as just writing all my feelings down in a public journal that everyone can read, but its not. if things were as easy as taht then hell, id be as happy as a fucking clam. but no, lifes got to be much more complicated. i really dont want to tell anyone anythiing anymore, because all my problems are just so stupid to them. no one understands n e thing, no matter how much they say they do, i know that i must sound rele bad by sayin every thing that i do, but its just....... ugh i dunno. some times i just wonder what its really worth. i gotta hand it to all yall out there who have stuck by me through all this, i know taht ive been a bitch and rele untollerable, and i appreciate you tryin to help but i jus gotta work some stuff out on my own. well ya i guess i should go, love yall