sry i havnt rele posted latly, ive been obsessing over finding a nice template to post up here, so lets see, whats new.....................
guys~ i have officially given up on guys, of course i say that and then a few days lata im goin out with another one, lolz. thats me! well n e wayz, jus seems like every guy i like ends up likin one of my frnds. this guy, well call him bob, is one of my frnds who goes to arvada middles exes, and seh treated him like shit, and now is tryin to get us to go out, and even tho i wouldnt mind goin out with him at all, cuz ive liked him 4 like evr, i honestlly dont think he likes me, then theres this other guy, well call him george has a mad crush on my frnd, and thats like all he talks about, and it hurts alot cuz i like him alot, :'( also he wouldnt go out with me if i was the last grl on earth, im pretty sure bout that 1
frnds~ umm, thats ok i guess, but all my frnds are grounded cuz of mid terms, so im kinda lonly for now
family~ nottin different than normal, parents are bitchin at me ovr every little thing, and im stuck between my mom and dads fights, thats fun
ahh, screw it, im makin it seem like everything is fine and dandy, but it rele isnt, everyday i feel worse, i want it to all go away, im not talkin suicide, just not wantin to b here right now. im sre somthing good is bound to come along eventually, but im not seein it right now, life just seems like a whole big mess, i thought this year was gonna b different, but so far its showin no sign of improvement, just more loss and more pain
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