here i go again, im off "falling in love" with another guy. see i told you, it happens every time, i say in through with em, then next thing you know it im head over heals for some guy. Except this time it might b different, im afraid to say that cuz i DO NOT want to get hurt again, but something in me is telling me that im a lil more than infatuated with this guy.
last night i was up till 5 40am talkin online with him, about who even know what, all i know is he made me smile, and me made me feel rele special, and no ones been able to do that to me in ovr a year, if not longer> somethin about talkin to him made all my worries go away, made life seem like it was worth livin after all, made me want to be held in his arms forever (corny but true) i know how stupid i prolly sound sayin this, but somethin in me said that i was in love with him. when i talk to him he makes me feel like i am the most beautiful thing in the world, like no one can possibly make me feel bad when ive got him there
im rele scared tho, because i am not ready to be hurt again, and im not sure how he feels, and i dont think he would intentionally hurt me, but mistakes happen, and i dont want them to. i have no idea how i feel its kinda a mix of love, and heartbreak, and depression and exreem happyness and I JUST DONT KNOW :'(
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